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Iím gay. I canít say that Iíve said that all my life. In fact, itís only been in the last 8 years, max, that Iíve come close to acknowledging that to myself.

When I was in school, I described my self as straight, although I knew deep down that I must be bisexual. In the 1980s, listening to Dr. Ruth Westheimer, I heard of the Kinsey Scale, of 1 to 10. I forget which end was the totally-straight, and which the totally gay end, but I (...)

It had snowed a few, scant days before. There was still snow on the ground, piled, and congested, waiting for a Spring thaw that was not forthcoming. That day had been unseasonably cold, and biting. Windy, it strangely made me think of Detroit, a city I have yet to visit. In all its seasonal unrest, I never figured that I would not see the snow melt, only a week later.

March 15, 1993 was the year that I committed a crime, for which I went to jail. Actually, technically, it's prison, as it (...)

In art class, we were drawing fruit as we saw it in an arrangement on a table. I was finished with mine and I had begun to paint it. My art teacher said it was very nice, and that was enough for me because all I want is a decent grade in there...but little miss "I'm in Art 4 because I have nothing better to do with my time" strolled over to me promptly after my art teacher said that and said to me, "There aren't enough ruffles in the sheet." Now, a normal person would have just nodded and let (...)

Boy do I need to vent. This rant is bound to piss you off. I don't care. You've been warned.

Music

The charts are full with hiphop and talentless talent show winners fucking up their lives in public. It's not necessary to lose a word about the latter, but given the sheer mass of shitty blackbeat that's in the top ten these days, I feel compelled to comment on that. The basic fact is that all hiphop sucks. Everyone who disagrees with this is wrong. If I see another fat moron (...)

But I can't. I have to post some. Just a little.

I know not you
I know not you, bright light of day
which makes my inner tempest say
"Oh life, oh light, why do you stay?
Why must I be exposed?"
My tempest leads me from the light
and only lets me see the night
to make me feel I shouldn't fight
the offer it proposed.
(...)

I regard Greg Bear's Eon as one of the best Science Fiction ever written. What a shame that Etenerity - Eon's sequel - sucks in every imaginable way.

I would give you a summary of the little plot there is if this wouldn't make reading the book a pointless exercise for you. You see, whereas Eon unleashes a steady fury (...)


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