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So I'm doing my makeup in the bathroom and I look up so I can do my eyeliner. I catch myself staring at me, right into my eyes, and I stop what I'm doing and just stare back at me. Who is this person called Betty? Who is this girl who is too old to be where she is in life, but too young to have so many wrinkles? What have I accomplished in 30 years besides having a good time? Still staring at my face, eyeliner forgotten in my hand, I tilt my head a little to the left, then to the right. My (...)

I wanted to share a few peices that I recorded with you all. These were done in my home office on my computer and most of it is just me. I'll explain further in a second.

Carino
This is a completly sampled peice with some piano thrown in where necessary.

Baby Mine
This peice I wrote for a friend who's mother had recently died and I felt a need to tell her what I thought her mother might want her to (...)

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My best friend is gay. He's had a hard bloody time opening it up on account of what his friends reactions might be since he knows quite well enough that gays are frowned upon withen his social circle.

But eventually, one has to find out. And that's exaclty what happened. His so called friends..people whome he has been with since he was 12 (and he's 22 now) have "actually" stopped speaking to him, because what? He's gay? .. Because butt fucking is gross. Because the thought of (...)

I'm walking down the aisle in the shopping mall. I got no idea how I came here or what I want, I'm just here. People are moving strangely hectic and staccato, like in those early silent movies. Or is it me, who's moving in slow motion? My hearing is sort of numb, everything's just coming in as through a pile of cotton wool. I see faces in my blurred vision. Faces of people rushing by from a nameless origin to another nameless destination doing some useless, insignificant stuff. There are (...)

I realized this last night. I mean duh i've always been attracted to girls but last night i found the name for it. I'm not really attracted to people i know...like my girl friends...they are the greatest but i would never want to do anything with them. but porn stars and models REALLY turn me on.

Guys only turn me on if they say something, or if they touch me...i've never been turned on just looking at a guy. Even one of the several pictures of hot male models around my room put there for (...)

A friend asked me yesterday after having known me for about 2 and a half years online, what my name meant. After I explained it to him, he then asked me how to pronounce it. After I did, I got to thinking about how many people have seen my name in a forum, in a game, and though, Saq-uh-what?

I've used this online name for about 3 and a half years now, after the novelty of my email address wore off, and I decided I needed something a little more... non-childish. (I've had the email ever since (...)


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