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Jan 19, 2010 18:31 # 46692

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Little Intuitions

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Funny. I was entirely in the middle of something else, and had this overwhelming urge to log on here out of nowhere. I see why, because null, ginsterbush, and andromacha where just on here. I've had this overwhelming need to say sorry to Bernie, because I think I misinterpreted something he said a few years ago. If that IS the case, and that is what I did to make you ignore me Bernie, then I am truly sorry. It was an honest mistake. If it was because I wasn't there for you in your time of need, then I am sorry as well. I am human. I was going through huge changes at the time in which your life was falling apart. For what it is worth, I am sorry. I miss your friendship and even if you never want to speak to me again, I am truly grateful for your kindness to me here online. Your letters, phone calls and chocolate during one of the darkest periods of my life were deeply treasured. I saw you as friend. I am sorry that we aren't anymore. I miss you, for what it is worth.

I knew I needed to say this, and realize that you may still choose never to speak to me anymore, or tell me exactly what it was I did. But maybe you don't have to...I think I can guess. And now I've said I'm sorry in my heart a million times, as well as here. And if I never hear from you again, at least I've done the right thing. You may choose never to speak to me again, but please accept my apology.

My mind is made up...not like my bed, which is a mess.

Jan 20, 2010 19:50 # 46695

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Re: Little Intuitions

Funny. I was entirely in the middle of something else, and had this overwhelming urge to log on here out of nowhere.

My mind control ray, it works! Now what could I use it for next??

because I think I misinterpreted something he said a few years ago.

I have no idea what this might be, nor am I ignoring you. The truth is that I eventually just gave up on trying to contact you after a few failed attempts. I assumed that either you moved or some letters got lost somewhere along the way.

When life hands you a lemon, that's 40% of your RDA of vitamin C taken care of.

Sep 24, 2010 15:12 # 46811

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Re: Little Intuitions

Your mind-control ray! <snickers> Okay, I'll bite: make me write bad checks.

So nice to hear from you last week. Glad you and Nadja are happy! I like it when people are happy!

My mind is made up...not like my bed, which is a mess.


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