Reading zen's journal

Nov 21, 2011 14:24 # 47230

zen *** isn't happy...

Providence

Providence. It means by the blessings of God.
Providence, a city that is here to give hope.
or so it says. I'm not feeling very hopeful right now.
The city was good to me. Then the unemployment ran out.
Now it's not so good to me.
I'm not feeling very hopeful right now.
No one's hiring, at least not me.
My bike got stolen outside the mission I was staying at.
My laptop was stolen while I was in the park.
Then I got booted from the Mission for watching the wrong thing...But that's noone's fault by my own.(I knew what I was doing was wrong, but figured that I wouldn't get caught.)
My shoes got stolen while i was passed out.
Cause and effect. What I do here, has an effect on what happens over there.
The true depth of the matter I can't go into here.
Things are just bad for me now, and I can't see a way out of it. I really just want to run from here, and run as far and fast away as I can.
I have to talk to my probation officer in the morning. that would make anyone feel sad, and upset.

Once Fred Neitszche declared God is Dead, f*ck became the most important word in the English languag


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